back in the house

hello mates. alright? it's been a bloody long time since the last crap i wrote, isn't it? well, i'm back to where i can crap out the hell as much as i like and no one will ever bloody care about what will be bloody written here. hahaha. gosh, i miss this feeling where i can type non stop here, along with the classical music stuffed into my ears, where i can't even keep my bloody eyes open, and i'm bloody hungry at the moment. should i eat something first? it's 2 in the morning, what the hell did you expext me to do in the kitchen? but it will be different if there's a girl beside me. hahaha. cut the crap. it's always about girl. cant you talk bout something else? sure enough mate.

now let's see. what should i scribble here on my very first day of coming back? aha, well, this is some of my observin activities i did when i was out, wondering in this world. people might say its experience. who cares? it's my own word anyway. just shut the hell up and listen.

there are some people, who have too much money, and they didn't know how to spend it, so they spent on something useless, or somesay to show off. whatever. for example, have you been in the city late at night? first, there's some deuchebags with their cars. there's nothing wrong there. until, the sideway become a total club dancin floor with the speakers and amps bangin', breakin into the night's silence. bloody hell. think thats great? showin off your sound system? ha, here's a question. did anyone passed by, look at your shit, feel the surround sounds, and praised you? you bet. it's a pleasure to you i see. but, did they say, 'here, its awesome, take some of my money, thanks for the bass dude'. did they? just think back. how much have you spent to transform your trunk into a bass machine? and it's just for glory? now here's another question, how much have you gave your parents? well, they're much more important, arent they? its a different story if you still depends on your parents money. that's sucks. totally

speakin of showin off, you wear an expensive shoes for example. for what? you spent several quid and then you step on it. does it worth? well, not for me. and again, do you think people will go, 'dude, nice footie, omg its vans!! here take my money. nice pair dude'.will they? hell no. they just saw, and then what? nothing

well, there's a lot of things aint right to me in this world. i'm not suited to be here. but i just cant continue. i'll bump onto the keyboard if i do.hahaha. let's wrap it up.
evenin gentleman~

2nd roll canon eos 500n (centuria 100) wuddalooppa~

actually, i've got a new camera, tho its not new at all. well its a gift from my aunt. its a rare model, but still, its the same film slr. how i love films mothafcukas~

this is the 2nd roll of the camera.i'm not really sure where the 1st roll was. hahaha. as you can see, there's only 5 pictures here. the rest of them were a total disaster. i'm pretty ashamed myself T_T

daa, enjoy~



alleyway~


barber shop



i don't really mean it, but i captured it unintended




my whity myvi supy dupy blacky whity




blurrybokehrrr

6th roll - expired kodak elite chrome cross-processed

latest roll..expired slide film, kodak elite chrome cross-prosessed....
i love this roll man...enjoy~



















tagged by...............

1. WOULD YOU GET BACK WITH YOUR LAST EX IF YOU COULD?
no..i have a better girl now....wahahaha

2. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
cyan...wat?

3. WOULD YOU KISS ANYONE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST?
ya la, which fren list? ugh..no i guess

4. DO YOU HAVE A "THING" FOR SOMEONE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST?
watever...no!

5. HOW MANY PEOPLE ON YOUR FRIENDS LIST DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE?
how many frens do i have on my frens list actualy?

6. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT TO HAVE?
3..but my future-wife-to-be wanted 5..no offense..haha

7. DO YOU HAVE A GOOD RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR PARENT?
of cos..anak mithali ma~ xD

8. WHAT NAME WOULD YOU WANT BESIDES THE ONE YOU HAVE?
nabil.....nabila?? lolz...no thx..my name is rare..until that fucka from raja lawak became popular...zzz

9. WOULD YOU EVER MAKE OUT WITH SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX?
wat? r u nuts?

10. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY?
er....i cant reli remember...

11. WHAT'S YOUR MAIN RINGTONE ON YOUR PHONE?
vanished by crystal castles

12. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP TODAY?
1 p.m

13. WHAT WERE YOU DOING TWO NIGHTS AGO?
sleeping...zzzz

14. DO YOU LIKE HAVING YOUR HAIR PULLED?
bila sakit kepala, cmbest lak..

15. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN'T WAIT TO DO.
shit! there's jus too many ler..buy a car..marry my gal..and of cos having sex..lolz

16. LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM.
last 6 years..

17. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE ABOUT YOURSELF?
nothin..i'm hepi bein myself tho

18. IF YOU HAD $250 000, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH IT?
trust me, u dun wana noe..i got a fuckin long wishlist rite now..

19. HOW LONG HAVE YOU WORKED AT YOUR CURRENT JOB?
no job liao...currently ran out of money..fucks!

20. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO TOM?
who's dat?? xD

21. DESCRIBE THE UNDERWEAR YOU HAVE ON.
not wearin any...shit, i just told everybody!

22. LAST THING YOU ATE?
jz now eh, mee goreng super pedas wit telur mata cair warna kuning telur -.-

23. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE MONTH?
ramadhan xD

24. YOUR LEAST FAVORITE MONTH?
er...i duno ler..they're the same to me

25. WHAT'S THE LAST PIECE OF CLOTHING SOMEONE BORROWED FROM YOU?
er...i dun think so

26. WHO IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES NOW?
i duno..eventho got headache now..

27. MOST VISITED WEBPAGE?
megaporn...lolz...facebook i guess..my gal's there

28. LAST PERSON YOU TEXT MESSAGED?
my sugar plum

29. LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU MAD?
er....malasnye nk fikir~

30. WOULD YOU TAKE A BULLET FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND?
no way..i wana get married wit my gal..hahaha

31. FAVORITE KIND OF DRINK?
carlsberg? uh sory..not dat..hahaha

32. FAVORITE FOOD?
dun ask..i'll get hungry again

33. FAVORITE DESSERT?
ice cream cake

34. HAVE YOU BEEN TO EUROPE?
i will...one day..hopefully

35. IF SOMEONE YOU HATE DIED, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?
visit him..thx for returnin peace to our motherearth..dats wat i'm goin to say..hahaha

36. MANGSA SETERUSNYA
syafiq...
hu else eh??
anyone who read this..
well, if u're willing to do..
bloody hell...up to u la
zzz


chiao~

jalan-jalan di KT tapi bergambar di A&W -.-




confession of a lonely heart




stand on my rooftop
glazin at the stars
the stars are beautiful
suddenly think of you

where could you be
i'm here all alone

jump off to my room
settle down on my bed
try to get some sleep
still you're in my head

where could you be
i wish you were here with me

you're my everything
why can't i be with you
you are my only one
right here in my heart
and i'm screamin out loud
tonight
for you

i'm in love with you~

*sigh* here i go again~

good day ladies and gentlemen. 1st of all, i'm sory for disappearin for quite a long time though. aye, i had been busy. well, 'busy' as in 'busy' in the definition of me. oh cut the crap will ya. huU~

how's the world today? ahh...i smelled instant noodles~ oops, supposed to be fastin. dont get me wrong. it's just my imagination. haha

well enough with my rubbish. let's get to bussiness. from the title, can you guess what i'm tryin to tell ya'll this time? yes! u're right! i mean, u said that don't u? whatever~ ok, it's about my love lifes again. sorry lads. this might get quite boring but don't worry, i'll try to make it short. trust me. haha

so, here i go again. i did it again. and again...and again. this is truly my fate, damn it. my bloody fate. duh~ i thought i found someone's very special enough for me and a future-wife-to-be. again, i was wrong. double bloody F for ma. thank you, ugh!

it hurts too much this time. i don't know why. but i do sense something special about her. she's different. suits me in so many ways. i feel like i never love a girl this much before. this one is bloody serious. but, it went off. have to accept it, sadly.

so, i've decided not to fall in love anymore. not again. i'm tired. right now, all i want is money. yeah lads. treasure!!! i want a fuckin lot of money. once i have 'em, i wouldn't want anything else. eh, that's wrong. i wanted to buy a lot of things actually. hahaha!!

anyway, keep chillin my friends.
and selamat hari raya to all of you~
ciao~

joga!!

last saturday, my team participated in 3on3 street soccer tournament. i was bloody excited that day. it's been so long since the last tournament i'd participated.

"finally, the fuckin day has come...". well that's what i said when i woke up that day.

the day started quite awful actually. atuk, a friend of mine, told us to get ready by 7 a.m in front of cupin's house as the organiser wanted us to be there at 8 a.m. ok. wana know what time we took off? 8.15 a.m. great, doesn't it? huh!





i woke up at 6.30 a.m and at 7, i was already standing like a stalker in front of cupin's house. i called several people. ayie, just woke up. atuk, gud news, he's waking some of the guys near his house. then yazid showed up. great, at least i'm not standing alone. huu~




after everyone had gathered, we took off. destination, unknown.....the only thing we know was the tournament's held in ayer keroh, taman tasik utama. uh! as well as we got there, we're stuck. wattafuck! then we saw a boy ridin a motorbike. one of us asked him. luckily, he was on the same route. thank god!!

as soon as we arrived, the organiser started the game. to our suprise, the 1st team was goin to play. wow, we just got here mates. duh..oh yea, my group sent 3 teams. the 1st team was the top seed team. cupin, topet, ayie and ajib. the 2nd team, suicide team, yazid, gajah and muhsin. all of them are schoolboys. participated in above 18 group. stupid organiser. then the 3rd team, the underdog. no no, this team was the greatest. it's me, arul, atuk, and ajul. well, we'd won the 3rd place. the top seed team didn't win anythin. hahaha.




so, there's not much things happened there. there was some stupid guys startin to fight, some players played like cow, no brains, one stupid manager, and one stupid referee. besides that, it's nothin. but we enjoyed the day. we played our own football, our own style. it's great.
sometimes, i felt like my friends and i were too great when we're combined in a team. we have everythin, the skils, the strategy, the gameplan, the moves, everythin. i love this game and this team. such a great team and teamates. joga!



ciao~

3rd roll on slr


first of all, this goes to kei. remember what i told you about batu buruk? here's the photo to challenge ya. eventho i'm not in the photo. hahahaha


ah, finally i can get my negatives scanned. this is the 3rd roll on my baby slr. but a problem occured. a photo lab, where i sent my roll to be processed, had damaged my negatives. the lab's C-41 chemical is expired! and they did't even realize that! after the process was done, i took the negatives and started to feel weird after gazing for a couple of minutes. it's like my pictures were captured under-expose. i got curious. was it because of my camera? or the settings? or the lab? then a pro told me that it's because of the lab. fuck! my precious films!

duuh, i'm bloody mad. won't go to that lab anymore. ugh!

so here they are, look like some old pictures scanned through a low quality scanner? damn. well, what to do. ugh!

the photos were taken at batu buruk, teluk bidara, our house in dungun, bt. 50 tom yam, and the last photo is the crime scene of robbery at our house. thats jaei's leg, and the laptop owner which has been stolen. T_T